If • Then • Now

( Blogcrews )

☂ Eh... I seriously have been dead on here and only been trolling around for new music T_T When was the last time I even wrote something? -flips journal- Yeah, back in Feb. =_=

☂ Where I was... well, March was full of the usually work, sleep during spring break... and then university decisions came out. So I was actually just sitting in front of my mailbox each day being anxious and hoping that I won't wind up working in McDonald or Burger King next year. ^^'''

☂Well, good news! I won't be. I'll be going here next here: http://www.emory.edu/home/index.html and experience the joy of being a freshmen again!! /sarcasm

☂I have 7 AP exams in the next two weeks... so I don't even know why I'm here. =_= I'll be running a 5-day marathon to study. So I'll actually being catching up on... everywhere starting May 14th! ^___^

I'll be back soon!

... and here she finally remembered that she has a livejournal!

I really haven't done anything for the new year, so I feel kind of bad about it. So, new layout, profile layout, and semi-friend banner (After like what... a whole year? I finally changed the Rukia one, even though I still love it dearly..)

I guess I never really made a hiatus post or properly explain where in the world I was. So here's a brief recount of where the heck I went to hide...

• College Applications. I thought it was just one form where I just get to click all the colleges I want, but no, the supplement forms ended up being a killer with like 20 essays for me to write. -.-' And adding in school work and procrastination, that took me a good 3 months to finish. My last application form was actually sent on Dec. 31. How convenient. 
• College interviews, college financial aid forms, college blah blah... you get the picture, they don't end that quick.
• Senior year course work. Turned out to be way more intensive than I thought. I really have no idea how in the wold I'm going to finish all the homework I have tonight. sigh... four more month of high school, and my teachers are just so determined to make my life miserable.
• Procrastination. I'll do that later.... yeah... -.-'''

So I'm just now catching up on here. Not completely done, but my computer and internet have teamed up to bully me today. >_<
Well, off to battle homework, though I really need to plan out my movie dates, I got Avatar and Sherlock Holmes on my list for like a month now, and I need to see Valentine's Day when it comes out too. ^^''

Lack of updates again, at this rate, I'll be trolling around with a dead journal. -sigh-

Been attempting to finish up my uni applications during the long break, yet I still have 15 schools on my list. I don't think I can handle 15 long applications, except I have no idea which schools to drop. Sad story of my life, besides sleeping all day like a dummy.

I did manage to rewatch Code Geass again and cried fervently at the end again. Lelouch! -sigh at the epicness- Though it made me realize again how my life is going in circles, and that I'm always dwelling in the past not able to look forward to the future. Maybe that's why I'm stuck on my uni apps too. I guess I don't have to like conquer the world in order to move on to the future, but I guess at least I should stop dwelling on the past too much.

Pandora Hearts is depressing, as if the rest of my life wasn't bugging me enough. I still can't believe the fact that Jack is dismembered, and now Break lost his eyesight. What in the world did I miss in retrace 41????? -sigh- my poor poor Pandora cast, it seems now only Alice and Eliott are the ones that aren't damaged. -.-''' And I read something about the Nightlay's orphanage being used as raw materials for human experimentation???? I think it's probably that I really fail at Chinese, or someone mixed things up with Kuroshitsuji? (On another topic, I really look forward to the new Kuroshitsuji arc especially after the cliff of Chapter 38 =3)

I should probably change my profile info, since like half of my fandoms were finished or changed by now. -sigh- I was satisfied with the Tsubasa ending though, it was... proper enough.


no... last.fm, I was actually listening to the french radio...

Eek, I've gone dead again... at least only 2 weeks this time, oh wait, it's better than last time right? o_O For some reason, I keep doing this, I've even been called the cat with 9 lives... but that's a long story to tell, which will be saved for sanity's sake.

Anyways,
This is from kinoha -nee-chan, which I was 11 days late on commenting...-.-'''

01. Anyone who looks at this entry has to post this meme and their current wallpaper at their LiveJournal. well, if you want to
02. Explain in five sentences why you're using that wallpaper!
03. Don't change your wallpaper before doing this! The point is to see what you had on!

Wallpaper-



Reason-

I hope the 5 sentences isn't a requirement. I stole it from a friend, well because it's... pretty... >_< It makes me really wanna pack my bags right now and go to a Japanese hot spring. This summer has been so busy lately, it would be very nice to go enjoy one of those yoritsukis. *dreamy* oh, it came with desktop icons too! *happy* =3

Well the reason I kinda died again is because I have classes in the morning, for standardized tests (not that I want to go at all), and they keep giving me such a huge amount of homework, and that just messed my whole schedule up. >_< -sigh- Still got more to finish, but whatever. Procrastination FTW!  Well, my head is full of standarized test material though... -_-' it's... mesmerizing, not in the good way, almost brain-washing feeling...

Oh, I'm getting braces though, Just got my teeth washes last Thurs, and I'm getting my cavities filled this Thurs. D: (Got four... >_<) I hope it won't hurt much to have those metallic thingie put in my mouth... hopefully... *crosses fingers*

Don't think anything else exciting is happening, unless I count the lock-myself-in-my-room-to-do-summerwork-for-a-whole-week thing, with plenty of sarcasm as fillings, but that means I get to be more alive on here! =3

Livejournal thinks that I live Smyrna, TN? O_O O_O... but... I live in... music city.. =.='''...close enough but not quite yet...